Dear Daddy,
Do you know that I can not stand up on my own, I know that both you and mommy are worried that I cannot walk. I only need more time. I am not a light baby you know.
Do you know that I know quite a few words and can understand some of the things you say, only sometimes I cannot response to you or in the way you like? I am learning and I also have moods.
Do you know that I find the world around me interesting and boring at the same time? And my cries would bring attention to me and grandma, grandpa, auntie and mommy would pay attention?
I am fustrated that I cannot speak.
I am frustrated that all of you do not understand.
I am fusrated that you do not help me explore the world.
Why are you always trying to make me repeat ‘clap’, ‘keep’, ‘daddy’,'mommy’ and more. There is no need. I can just cry and point and you’l get it ony way or the other.
Why do you wake up only when the sun is up? Why do you wake up when I cry very hard and only mommy wakes up to wake you up? Don’t you care?
I see you only when the sun is up. Then you dissappear to that small wet room and come out all dressed up. Then you leave me. I don’t see you before I sleep everyday. Where do you go?
I don’t see mommy after my 4am milk. She returns home when the sun is down and well dressed only to dissappear into that small wet room and to reappear dressed down and to tell me to sleep. At times I refuse to sleep: you don’t get it, do you? I want mommy. I want daddy. Why do you dissappear every time I am awake?
If I am to be a doctor, I’ll say, ” Take 3 hours of mommy daily, 5 times a week and 2 hours of daddy 5 times a week. The other 2 days is up to them.”
A “consultant” will say, “Have them spend quality time, not quantity time.” - My foot! What a load of crap in my diapers! It is up to me to decide quality and quantity.
My grandparents are very nice to me and give me all I want. I cry and I get. They seem to watch that moving picture sound box most of the time. I like to be like that too.
When you are at home that day, every seven day, you are always tired. Why?
I will be 2 soon. My birthday wish is to see more of daddy and mommy.